Bring the light to the darkness and the truth to the lies

Tonight I went to Freedom House, which is the name of a church that I tend to go to more often then others. Boy was there a message strait from God; I believe it was said for me in particular though it was fairly broad that anyone could have eaten some of that meat. Interestingly enough it wasn’t even the main message that spoke volumes to my heart it was the occasional blurb that pierced. The main message was about honesty, and about who we are under the mask we wear. Even more to the point; are we only our entity or is our identity more than what are entity is. First we looked at an article that argued that we are our entity and every piece of our entity is directly what we are. Next we looked at a comic of two older people talking in an internet chat room and telling each other what they could have been best at 40 years ago as if it were the present. Though the comic picture shows the real story and how the man and lady are actually far from what they are weaving with their words. Then we looked at another article explaining that we are a lot more then just our entity because we have the ability to change elements outside our being. The argument was written air tight, using the analogy of O2 and CO2 and how we inhale certain elements and exhaled chemically altered ones. In conclusion there was a cool piece of writing that was composed by the speaker which is similar to what I wrote about myself:

Secretly I am mad when I try my best but still don’t succeed
Secretly I am a “glass half empty” person
Secretly I am shy and an introvert
Secretly I think I am dumb
Secretly I wonder if I am handicapped sometimes
Secretly I am most often wondering about what others are thinking about me
Secretly I have low self-esteem
Secretly I don’t what to get married though I know it’s what I need
Secretly I hold back a good thing when people around me expect me to
Secretly I stray from relationships because I am selfish with my time and resources
Secretly I know that relationships are more important than what I would sacrifice to get them
Secretly I need a close friend
Secretly I find myself wanting things this stupid world has to offer
Secretly I hate when people tell me my idea a time later and juice it up a bit and count it there’s
Secretly I have a hard time breaking from my(really Gods) money
Secretly I try to be smart
Secretly I hate that I present myself as vulnerable because I most often become the butt of the joke
Secretly I wonder where the heck God went sometimes
Secretly I slack in things that count and push myself in things that won’t ever matter
Secretly I wish I wasn’t a burden to people
Secretly I wish I could be just smart enough to keep from being a burden to people
Secretly I take pride in how fast I can tie my shoes
Secretly I often know very little about what I pretend to know a lot about
Secretly I forget so fast I get frustrated with myself
You know those guys that use big words to sound smart but aren’t, Secretly I am one of those people
Secretly I want to be more passionate about everything
Secretly life seems so short and yet I blow it most of the time
Secretly I will only go so far and then give up
Secretly I wish I got all the jokes people pop
Secretly I wish I could be a better communicator
Secretly I want what I don’t have instead of cherishing what I do
Secretly I don’t feel I am living up to the expectations of my parents
Secretly I am fairly lazy
Secretly I am scared that I know what my destiny is though I am to comfortable going with what someone tells me that I won’t fulfill it
Secretly I feel that I fail to meet the expectations of my Mom, Dad, Co-workers, Boss
Secretly I feel my father has been a Christian want to be his whole life
Secretly I feel I have to work on my reading
Secretly I need to work on my times tables
Secretly I think my step Mom is cruel and judgmental
Secretly life seems so worthless
Secretly the thing that satisfies me is to build or create something
Secretly I hate working at my family business
Secretly I get weighed down when there is expectations over my head that I don’t believe I can fulfill